You’re 20-something & you’re broke…now what?

I'm a firm believer in individual direction. What I mean by that is, everyone on earth is turned on by different things. I love to write, you might love history, another person might love salsa dancing. Everyone has a direction in life that is unique to them. Your twenties are all about discovering your path, … Continue reading You’re 20-something & you’re broke…now what?

Why you don’t need to “find” yourself.

STOP trying to find yourself... that's not even close to how it really works.

Finding Your Way Through Grief

Recently I looked grief in the eyes and begged her to leave me be, she didn't. Grief stayed with me, stayed with me as if I were wearing a second layer of skin. Grief was there when I went to the grocery store with messy hair and no bra, of course that's when I ran … Continue reading Finding Your Way Through Grief

They F*cked me UP [getting help is a long process]

Back with another casual life update. ¬†About four years ago I did a stint in the local mental hospital and that's where I was diagnosed with autism and bipolar. During that time the doctor prescribed me the lowest possible dose of ceroquil and it f*cked me up. After that we determined that I was sensitive … Continue reading They F*cked me UP [getting help is a long process]

For the love of god stop googling your symptoms: A Life Update.

For anyone following along here's the update. ¬†sept. 7th 2019. I'm working nights for the last week next week, which is both exciting and relieving because it will allow me to sleep properly for the first time in about 6 months. It should also help to calm some of the symptoms I have been experiencing. … Continue reading For the love of god stop googling your symptoms: A Life Update.

THIS is Bipolar Disorder.

It's probably best to start at the beginning, or the middle maybe, better to keep your interest. I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder at 16 and it wasn't until the age of 23 while staying in the mental hospital that I was diagnosed with autism as well. Even with the diagnosis' I just kept working. … Continue reading THIS is Bipolar Disorder.